Happy New Year to everybody!
Its kind of funny how time flies, I swear the year just started yesterday. Mom is going on vacation to Texas tomorrow sooooo.......I guess I get a week off from her, hehehe......
I finished reading the Twilight series, took me two weeks, wow those are awesome books. I usually don't like books like that but they are really great books. I downloaded the movie off youtube(yes illegally, lol) and the movie is just as good.
Well I am glad to leave 2008 behind, its been kind of a hard year for me, probably one of my toughest years in my short life(man I gotta stop talking like I'm old or something) but I made it through, so hey thats an accomplishment I guess. I'm extremely thankful this is the year that I discovered My Chemical Romance, I think it would have been a lot harder without them. And of course I'm thankful that I have Brenna for such a good friend, she's helped me through some of my darkest times, I'll always owe you Brenna =)
So now I have 2009 before me, and a whole bunch of things to look forward to.
Ok, now that sounds cheesy, screw it, enjoy your evening, I'm staying up to watch Fall Out Boy on Dick Clark's New Year's Eve party.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas
Yes I'll be nice enough to wish everybody a Merry Christmas today, even though this season tends to get me annoyed most of time, its mostly Christmas music that gets on my nerves. I turned on my radio last night wanting to listen to some music(mind you I don't keep track of the days so it might as well have been the day after Christmas to me) and U2 was singing some horrible Christmas song. I can't stand Christmas music. And I really really hate Its a Wonderful Life, I've only seen that movie once a long time ago but I don't understand why everybody likes it so much, its just so so so stupid and horribly long.
Cabin fever is getting to me, I'm playing with fire to much and starting to do stupid things(well of course only I know what I'm doing is stupid). I think I'll start writing on my walls in black sharpies, that will help, lol
Anyway, I'm starting to bitch again, so Merry Christmas everybody!
Cabin fever is getting to me, I'm playing with fire to much and starting to do stupid things(well of course only I know what I'm doing is stupid). I think I'll start writing on my walls in black sharpies, that will help, lol
Anyway, I'm starting to bitch again, so Merry Christmas everybody!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Cabin fever, Christmas and time machines of all things
Ok, I really starting to suffer from cabin fever here. I can't stand being around my family stuck in the house all day, its driving me nuts. We all got in a fight over something stupid so while they were finishing fighting I was sitting there writing music lyrics down, very calming actually. That past two days have been nothing but white-out conditions, its nice to actually see the sun for once.
Folie a Deux is awesome, lol of course it is. I got sucked into the Twilight series, its really helped me to stop thinking so hard and just to unscramble my brain. Not thinking feels sooooo nice. Its amazing, I'm enjoying advanced math, I don't think I'm normal.
So last night I can't believe this my family wasted an entire hour on a conversation about time machines. I wanted to go back in time and erm...exterminate...a few people, and everybody else had funny ideas. My brother wanted to go back and invent You Tube, and buy a bunch of P-51's for $500, and my dad wanted to go back in time and see how the farm looked in the 1930's. He really thought it would be cool if he could bring his grandparents forward to show what he's done on the farm, and the progress agriculture has made. Kind of cool. In case you were wondering, we waste a lot of time on unintellectual conversations like this, hey its better than talking about freakin' tractors all the time.
So, ending here with a Merry Christmas, I might not like the holiday but that doesn't mean I'm not going to say Merry Christmas to somebody. My favorite cousins aren't coming home because of the weather, which is too bad because I really needed to talk to them, oh well if they see this I love you guys and hope you have a Merry Christmas.
Folie a Deux is awesome, lol of course it is. I got sucked into the Twilight series, its really helped me to stop thinking so hard and just to unscramble my brain. Not thinking feels sooooo nice. Its amazing, I'm enjoying advanced math, I don't think I'm normal.
So last night I can't believe this my family wasted an entire hour on a conversation about time machines. I wanted to go back in time and erm...exterminate...a few people, and everybody else had funny ideas. My brother wanted to go back and invent You Tube, and buy a bunch of P-51's for $500, and my dad wanted to go back in time and see how the farm looked in the 1930's. He really thought it would be cool if he could bring his grandparents forward to show what he's done on the farm, and the progress agriculture has made. Kind of cool. In case you were wondering, we waste a lot of time on unintellectual conversations like this, hey its better than talking about freakin' tractors all the time.
So, ending here with a Merry Christmas, I might not like the holiday but that doesn't mean I'm not going to say Merry Christmas to somebody. My favorite cousins aren't coming home because of the weather, which is too bad because I really needed to talk to them, oh well if they see this I love you guys and hope you have a Merry Christmas.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Tuesday
I honestly never know what to name my blogs, whatever.
So, I finished my research report end of last week. I honestly didn't like it and I thought it was horrible, I just wasn't that into writing it. Teacher didn't think so and I got a 100 on it!! yay!! I'll post it later this week.
I also finished Anna Karenina last week, I kind of thought it was kind of a stupid book. First off, it was really hard to stay into it and it was pretty predictable(except for the end, which I won't give away)
So even though I haven't played piano regularly for six years I'm still pretty good at classical stuff, I'm absolutely horrible at Christmas music, maybe that stems from the fact that I hate Christmas music. I'll probably mess up really bad when I'm playing for the 4-H kids, it'll be pretty funny though I'm sure =) Hey, gotta laugh at yourself sometimes.
Still 8 degrees here, damn its cold, supposed to snow this afternoon, I hope it does.
So, I finished my research report end of last week. I honestly didn't like it and I thought it was horrible, I just wasn't that into writing it. Teacher didn't think so and I got a 100 on it!! yay!! I'll post it later this week.
I also finished Anna Karenina last week, I kind of thought it was kind of a stupid book. First off, it was really hard to stay into it and it was pretty predictable(except for the end, which I won't give away)
So even though I haven't played piano regularly for six years I'm still pretty good at classical stuff, I'm absolutely horrible at Christmas music, maybe that stems from the fact that I hate Christmas music. I'll probably mess up really bad when I'm playing for the 4-H kids, it'll be pretty funny though I'm sure =) Hey, gotta laugh at yourself sometimes.
Still 8 degrees here, damn its cold, supposed to snow this afternoon, I hope it does.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Life: The Beautiful Lie
For those of you wondering the exact meaning of “Life is a Beautiful Lie” here is my best explanation of what I think it means.
First off it doesn’t mean that life as itself does not exist, that would be saying there is not a God. Yes there is a God and yes I do believe in God and I do believe that life in itself is full of meaning and purpose, what that purpose is we all must find out for ourselves.
In life, or I should say when we are out in the presence of others, most of us will put on an air of carefreeness, a mask of composure. One may act as if nothing is wrong in their life, like they lead the perfect life. This perfect life is the perfect lie. Underneath the mask, underneath it all lies some trouble, a venomous opinion and loathing of the people around you, as if you are jealous because all of those around you are leading perfectly happy lives(of course you cannot see through their masks like they cannot see through your own) Sitting there drowning in your own pool of depression and despair you wonder how many people see right through you or if they are thinking the same things you are. Some even have skeletons in their closets, knocking, knocking….one may wonder how many hear that knocking or one may wonder if somebody suspects that skeleton is even in the closet.
Maybe not everybody goes through what I described above, but everybody experiences the lie to a certain degree. The seemingly saintly people viciously gossip about their neighbors, a loved one will smile to your face and stab you when you turn your back, an apparently honest person will tell an outright lie.
The lie can be when a person is depressed, in a hopeless situation, in complete misery, on the inside that is. Yet on the outside the person acts as if there is nothing wrong, they act as if they are perfectly happy and normal.
The outside is beautiful, yet the beautiful part is just covering up the dreadfulness that hides deep inside us all.
Then again, maybe this lie does have a purpose. I mean, if we were all to take away the masks, show everybody who we really are, would we be accepted? Would we be seen as just another troubled screwed up person who should be going to therapy? Or will they rebuke you on the outside yet admire you on the inside for throwing your mask aside? Or will they embrace you and try to understand you? On the other hand I guess we must all do what our mothers told us a children and keep up appearances.
So you probably wonder, what is my lie? What is hiding behind my mask? I’ll never tell, you should have gotten enough of a hint already. Nobody fully understands me and nobody ever will.
Go ahead, say your life is free of this lie. Take a closer look, you are a beautiful lie just as much as I am. Your life is just as beautiful a lie as everybody else in this world.
First off it doesn’t mean that life as itself does not exist, that would be saying there is not a God. Yes there is a God and yes I do believe in God and I do believe that life in itself is full of meaning and purpose, what that purpose is we all must find out for ourselves.
In life, or I should say when we are out in the presence of others, most of us will put on an air of carefreeness, a mask of composure. One may act as if nothing is wrong in their life, like they lead the perfect life. This perfect life is the perfect lie. Underneath the mask, underneath it all lies some trouble, a venomous opinion and loathing of the people around you, as if you are jealous because all of those around you are leading perfectly happy lives(of course you cannot see through their masks like they cannot see through your own) Sitting there drowning in your own pool of depression and despair you wonder how many people see right through you or if they are thinking the same things you are. Some even have skeletons in their closets, knocking, knocking….one may wonder how many hear that knocking or one may wonder if somebody suspects that skeleton is even in the closet.
Maybe not everybody goes through what I described above, but everybody experiences the lie to a certain degree. The seemingly saintly people viciously gossip about their neighbors, a loved one will smile to your face and stab you when you turn your back, an apparently honest person will tell an outright lie.
The lie can be when a person is depressed, in a hopeless situation, in complete misery, on the inside that is. Yet on the outside the person acts as if there is nothing wrong, they act as if they are perfectly happy and normal.
The outside is beautiful, yet the beautiful part is just covering up the dreadfulness that hides deep inside us all.
Then again, maybe this lie does have a purpose. I mean, if we were all to take away the masks, show everybody who we really are, would we be accepted? Would we be seen as just another troubled screwed up person who should be going to therapy? Or will they rebuke you on the outside yet admire you on the inside for throwing your mask aside? Or will they embrace you and try to understand you? On the other hand I guess we must all do what our mothers told us a children and keep up appearances.
So you probably wonder, what is my lie? What is hiding behind my mask? I’ll never tell, you should have gotten enough of a hint already. Nobody fully understands me and nobody ever will.
Go ahead, say your life is free of this lie. Take a closer look, you are a beautiful lie just as much as I am. Your life is just as beautiful a lie as everybody else in this world.
Christmas and cold
Ok, so today I'll put up two posts, I've finished my 'essay' on a beautiful lie, and I'll post that in a sec if the internet lets me(its super slow)
So, its like 4 degrees outside with 10 below windchill, still waiting for global warming. Its very lovely to walk outside in five inch layers only to freeze to the bone in a matter of minutes. Oh forgot about the 30mph winds, thats always fun. We had a goat house(don't worry it wasn't occupied) fly across the yard, if it wasn't for the windmill in the front yard it would have came through the house. Now that would have been funny.
I'm going to start cussing on my blog because I'm tired of moderating myself so much and I really don't care.
So its Christmas time, and the one thing I hate most about Christmas is how everybody says Happy Holidays. WTF its MERRY CHRISTMAS because its CHRISTMAS. Are we afraid of offending somebody or something? I'm wondering when the fuck they're going to put 'Holiday' on the calendar instead of Christmas.
I went to the grocery store the other day and only one person told me Merry Christmas. One person out of a dozen who gave me some sort of greeting(I refuse to say the H word) Here at home we have a little rule that every time we hear HH, we automatically say Merry Fucking Christmas to each other, kind of funny.
Yeah I know, my family is wierd.
Gotta send Christmas cards today, and practice Christmas songs on the piano since I decided to volunteer to play piano when the 4-H'ers go caroling. Eh, I'll be nice I guess.
Sorry for the ranting and the cussing, it just irks me.
And remember, Merry CHRISTMAS, I said Christmas, not the H word.
Oh, Fall Out Boy Folie a Deux comes out tomorrow don't forget. I preordered so I get it today, yay!!!!!!
So, its like 4 degrees outside with 10 below windchill, still waiting for global warming. Its very lovely to walk outside in five inch layers only to freeze to the bone in a matter of minutes. Oh forgot about the 30mph winds, thats always fun. We had a goat house(don't worry it wasn't occupied) fly across the yard, if it wasn't for the windmill in the front yard it would have came through the house. Now that would have been funny.
I'm going to start cussing on my blog because I'm tired of moderating myself so much and I really don't care.
So its Christmas time, and the one thing I hate most about Christmas is how everybody says Happy Holidays. WTF its MERRY CHRISTMAS because its CHRISTMAS. Are we afraid of offending somebody or something? I'm wondering when the fuck they're going to put 'Holiday' on the calendar instead of Christmas.
I went to the grocery store the other day and only one person told me Merry Christmas. One person out of a dozen who gave me some sort of greeting(I refuse to say the H word) Here at home we have a little rule that every time we hear HH, we automatically say Merry Fucking Christmas to each other, kind of funny.
Yeah I know, my family is wierd.
Gotta send Christmas cards today, and practice Christmas songs on the piano since I decided to volunteer to play piano when the 4-H'ers go caroling. Eh, I'll be nice I guess.
Sorry for the ranting and the cussing, it just irks me.
And remember, Merry CHRISTMAS, I said Christmas, not the H word.
Oh, Fall Out Boy Folie a Deux comes out tomorrow don't forget. I preordered so I get it today, yay!!!!!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Vacuuming really sucks
Ok, no matter what the manufacturer says about vacuum cleaners, they really aren't made for dog hair. I just pulled two big wads of it out of it. And I think the Shop Vac is broken, its blowing instead of sucking. Thats really nice especially when you're vacuuming and chewing gum at the same time, mmmmmmmmm........dirt flavored gum. Gotta love it.
Oh, my dad found out about my blog yesterday so now I've gotta write a post about what "Life is a Beautiful Lie" means. I'll do it later, until then read the lyrics to the song, A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars:
Oh, my dad found out about my blog yesterday so now I've gotta write a post about what "Life is a Beautiful Lie" means. I'll do it later, until then read the lyrics to the song, A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars:
Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cuz this is just a game
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
So beautiful, beautiful...
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cuz this is just a game
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
So beautiful, beautiful...
Friday, December 5, 2008
Ah the rush of ideas........
So I finally decided to start working on my research report today. Its funny, I am the world's biggest procrastinator, I have to put everything off till the extremely very last minute. I don't know, maybe I do best under pressure. Or maybe I have to sit there and brood over my ideas until they get nice and rotten, then only the good ones stay in my mind, while all the unrelated ones get cast aside to be commented on later. Music seems to help a lot. Don't worry, everybody gets to read it when I'm done.
I honestly don't know why I worry so much about stuff like this, I mean I always end up getting a good grade on it. My biggest problem is the fact that I can't put any personal opinion in this report, well if that were the case I'd have ten pages by now.
Dang, I had all these things I was going to write about and they all went out the window.......
Oh yeah, its cold, I think I've already mentioned that several times before though. Still wondering when the heck global warming is going to come, oh thats right its climate change because its so freaking COLD! I heard climate change causes normal weather. =)
I need chocolate, in the hot liquid form...........
I honestly don't know why I worry so much about stuff like this, I mean I always end up getting a good grade on it. My biggest problem is the fact that I can't put any personal opinion in this report, well if that were the case I'd have ten pages by now.
Dang, I had all these things I was going to write about and they all went out the window.......
Oh yeah, its cold, I think I've already mentioned that several times before though. Still wondering when the heck global warming is going to come, oh thats right its climate change because its so freaking COLD! I heard climate change causes normal weather. =)
I need chocolate, in the hot liquid form...........
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Oh its the holidays...........
woohoo its my most cynical time of the year........................
So I went back and read the posts I posted last week, I must have been high or something, eh I don't care.
When it comes to the holidays I always wonder, all the people out there shopping and fighting each other like animals for things their loved ones will forget in a week......are they really representing the true meaning of Christmas? Do they really even care about what Christmas really means or is it all about outdoing each other?
Black Friday: A day that to me is just another day, yet thousands of people went out and like wolves fighting for a deer carcass they fought over presents, fought with each other, heck a guy even got run over and killed by a mob of shoppers. Is this really Christmas? People spend gobs of money they don't have on presents that their kids or loved ones probably won't appreciate like they want them to, then they wonder why they are so far into debt. Is this really Christmas?
Give me a holiday season with meaning, show me that people are willing to embrace the true meaning of Christmas(and not just the Christian meaning) Christmas is about being together, and family, not fighting or spending money.
All I want for Christmas is for people to realize what Christmas really is about.
Screw it, peace out.
So I went back and read the posts I posted last week, I must have been high or something, eh I don't care.
When it comes to the holidays I always wonder, all the people out there shopping and fighting each other like animals for things their loved ones will forget in a week......are they really representing the true meaning of Christmas? Do they really even care about what Christmas really means or is it all about outdoing each other?
Black Friday: A day that to me is just another day, yet thousands of people went out and like wolves fighting for a deer carcass they fought over presents, fought with each other, heck a guy even got run over and killed by a mob of shoppers. Is this really Christmas? People spend gobs of money they don't have on presents that their kids or loved ones probably won't appreciate like they want them to, then they wonder why they are so far into debt. Is this really Christmas?
Give me a holiday season with meaning, show me that people are willing to embrace the true meaning of Christmas(and not just the Christian meaning) Christmas is about being together, and family, not fighting or spending money.
All I want for Christmas is for people to realize what Christmas really is about.
Screw it, peace out.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Turkey Day
So Thanksgiving is tomorrow, I figured I'd post today since I probably won't be here tomorrow.
I guess I just wanted to do one of those sappy posts saying what I'm thankful for, I really wish more people would be thankful for the things they think are insignificant. Things that they don't appreciate while they have them but want them once they are gone. I don't know.
I'm thankful for:
Music(esp. My Chemical Romance and Green Day)
My best friend Brenna and all my other friends
My goats, they keep me grounded
A house to live in
My family, even though I don't always like them and they don't always like me
A new Fall Out Boy album in December
A new Green Day album in '09
My crazy mind that gets me into all sorts of things
Peaches(I see you Brenna!!)
and finally I'm thankful for the one thing that everybody has but doesn't acknowledge that much: that I'm alive, that tomorrow is a new day for me to learn new things and to put other things behind me. I may end up having very few things in my life, maybe I'll have a lot of things, I don't know. But I'll always know that I am alive and I am here, and I think that is something more significant than anything else and that it is the one thing I should be the most thankful for.
Wow, my posts are getting quite emo, oh well, peace out, happy thanksgiving.
I guess I just wanted to do one of those sappy posts saying what I'm thankful for, I really wish more people would be thankful for the things they think are insignificant. Things that they don't appreciate while they have them but want them once they are gone. I don't know.
I'm thankful for:
Music(esp. My Chemical Romance and Green Day)
My best friend Brenna and all my other friends
My goats, they keep me grounded
A house to live in
My family, even though I don't always like them and they don't always like me
A new Fall Out Boy album in December
A new Green Day album in '09
My crazy mind that gets me into all sorts of things
Peaches(I see you Brenna!!)
and finally I'm thankful for the one thing that everybody has but doesn't acknowledge that much: that I'm alive, that tomorrow is a new day for me to learn new things and to put other things behind me. I may end up having very few things in my life, maybe I'll have a lot of things, I don't know. But I'll always know that I am alive and I am here, and I think that is something more significant than anything else and that it is the one thing I should be the most thankful for.
Wow, my posts are getting quite emo, oh well, peace out, happy thanksgiving.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Political crap
Ok time for one of my somewhat famous carried away political posts.
These starry-eyed Barack supporters we call the media are making me sick. I'm really tired of the media glorifying Barack on his new picks for cabinet and his plan to make jobs. As far as I can see this 'change' he speaks of is that we are 'changing back' to the way things were before. He has no new ideas. He's surrounded himself with former Clinton advisers. How is that changing things? I have a feeling Barack has surrounded himself with these people because of his inexperience, he needs somebody to show him the ropes a little bit, so to say.
And what about this job creating thing? Yes yes lets create jobs by building and fixing roads and bridges. Its a totally new idea and its so great and it will work blah blah blah. Its not new, not even close to it. He's just copying what FDR did back in the '30's, which that alone did not get this country out of the Great Depression, WWII did that. So where are we going to get all this money to pay for these 2.5 million jobs? (which btw is not even close to enough jobs we needs to drop the unemployment rate) "Oh we'll just raise taxes." Raising taxes. The age old 'solution' to any problem. Who the heck wants higher taxes? Higher taxes are worse for the economy because the government is taking away what would be the taxpayers extra spending money.
All I gotta say is that the next four years will be really interesting. And I'm also waiting for all those people who voted for Barack hit themselves on the head and say "Why did I vote for him?"
Ok, done bitchin' =)
These starry-eyed Barack supporters we call the media are making me sick. I'm really tired of the media glorifying Barack on his new picks for cabinet and his plan to make jobs. As far as I can see this 'change' he speaks of is that we are 'changing back' to the way things were before. He has no new ideas. He's surrounded himself with former Clinton advisers. How is that changing things? I have a feeling Barack has surrounded himself with these people because of his inexperience, he needs somebody to show him the ropes a little bit, so to say.
And what about this job creating thing? Yes yes lets create jobs by building and fixing roads and bridges. Its a totally new idea and its so great and it will work blah blah blah. Its not new, not even close to it. He's just copying what FDR did back in the '30's, which that alone did not get this country out of the Great Depression, WWII did that. So where are we going to get all this money to pay for these 2.5 million jobs? (which btw is not even close to enough jobs we needs to drop the unemployment rate) "Oh we'll just raise taxes." Raising taxes. The age old 'solution' to any problem. Who the heck wants higher taxes? Higher taxes are worse for the economy because the government is taking away what would be the taxpayers extra spending money.
All I gotta say is that the next four years will be really interesting. And I'm also waiting for all those people who voted for Barack hit themselves on the head and say "Why did I vote for him?"
Ok, done bitchin' =)
Monday, November 24, 2008
Monday
So its Monday, the day I dislike the most, actually I think I dislike Wednesday the most, eh depends upon what mood I'm in. Honestly I don't know why they name the days, I mean you wake on Monday, you think its Sunday. Wake up on Tuesday, think its Monday. Wake up on Wednesday and goodness it could be any day of the week. Wake on on Thursday, think its Friday. You are very upset to find out Friday is actually tomorrow. You wake up on Friday, thinking its Thursday but discover tomorrow is Saturday which makes you very happy. Wake up Saturday know its Saturday and you're super excited about it for no particular reason at all. Wake up Sunday and still think its Saturday all over again only to find out its Sunday and tomorrow is Monday. Then you start over.
Wow I just wrote a whole paragraph about nothing.
I think I've discovered the perfect match of music and books, Panic at the Disco and Anna Karenina, those two go hand in hand with each other. =D
I'm up to many evil plans lately, extremely evil, mwhahahaha........no I'm not going to share, it'll come around to you eventually *evil smile*
So I got my books for my Jr. year of highschool. I picked the courses myself but somehow I keep saying to myself why the heck did I do this. All I gotta say is that by the time I'm done with chemistry I better know how to do something really cool. I signed up for a course called Logic, I wonder if they have a course called Common Sense? Oh, one good thing, no research report, yayyyyyy!!!!!
btw, I can never get the stupid font right on this blog so screw it, I'm just leaving it.
Wow I just wrote a whole paragraph about nothing.
I think I've discovered the perfect match of music and books, Panic at the Disco and Anna Karenina, those two go hand in hand with each other. =D
I'm up to many evil plans lately, extremely evil, mwhahahaha........no I'm not going to share, it'll come around to you eventually *evil smile*
So I got my books for my Jr. year of highschool. I picked the courses myself but somehow I keep saying to myself why the heck did I do this. All I gotta say is that by the time I'm done with chemistry I better know how to do something really cool. I signed up for a course called Logic, I wonder if they have a course called Common Sense? Oh, one good thing, no research report, yayyyyyy!!!!!
btw, I can never get the stupid font right on this blog so screw it, I'm just leaving it.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Dang its cold
Where the heck is global warming? Oh wait, they call it climate change now because its so cold. Its global warming out right now, global warming is my new name for snow.
Lets see, whats going on today in my boring day.......Just cruising around the internet nothing really. I would be writing my report right now except for the fact that I'm still waiting for a book on the subject I ordered three weeks ago. Dang post office.
Took a goat to be bred yesterday, hopefully she takes this time.
Yesterday was the two year anniversary of my grandpa's death, I still can't believe its been that long, seems like only yesterday. I mean, after it happened, it seemed as if the pain would never go away, the sun would never shine again, the spring would never come. Over the past two years I've changed, I always ask myself, is it a change for the better? Have I really moved on? Then you kind of come to realize that life still goes on, even though there's a certain emptiness in your life. The seasons come and fade away, life begins a new cycle and you find yourself in a new chapter in your life. You do move on, the pain goes away eventually, but the memories never fade.
Ok, enough emo stuff from me =)
Lets see, whats going on today in my boring day.......Just cruising around the internet nothing really. I would be writing my report right now except for the fact that I'm still waiting for a book on the subject I ordered three weeks ago. Dang post office.
Took a goat to be bred yesterday, hopefully she takes this time.
Yesterday was the two year anniversary of my grandpa's death, I still can't believe its been that long, seems like only yesterday. I mean, after it happened, it seemed as if the pain would never go away, the sun would never shine again, the spring would never come. Over the past two years I've changed, I always ask myself, is it a change for the better? Have I really moved on? Then you kind of come to realize that life still goes on, even though there's a certain emptiness in your life. The seasons come and fade away, life begins a new cycle and you find yourself in a new chapter in your life. You do move on, the pain goes away eventually, but the memories never fade.
Ok, enough emo stuff from me =)
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
*yawn*
Ugh, I'm so tired. Its been cold and rainy, just makes me achy and tired all over, plus I'm getting over a cold.
So Monday I had an appointment in the suburbs for the craniosacral therapist, don't ask what it is, even I'm not sure but its pretty awesome. Google it. So afterwards we went to the mall and had lunch, did some shopping. I got a bunch of long sleeves tops and a nice pair of high heeled boots I'd been looking for for a while. Got a couple hats too.
You know I think I've heard Viva la Vida five times on the radio today, I never get tired of that song, its makes me so happy. Its funny in the summer every time we baled hay it was my job to drive around in the truck and pick up bales that fell off the wagon. Every time Viva la Vida came on the radio I'd turn it up really loud. Its quite the head banging song lol.
Oh, and I've forgotten to tell the best news I've heard.................
GREEN DAY IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM IN '09!!!!
I'm so excited, I can't wait!
So Monday I had an appointment in the suburbs for the craniosacral therapist, don't ask what it is, even I'm not sure but its pretty awesome. Google it. So afterwards we went to the mall and had lunch, did some shopping. I got a bunch of long sleeves tops and a nice pair of high heeled boots I'd been looking for for a while. Got a couple hats too.
You know I think I've heard Viva la Vida five times on the radio today, I never get tired of that song, its makes me so happy. Its funny in the summer every time we baled hay it was my job to drive around in the truck and pick up bales that fell off the wagon. Every time Viva la Vida came on the radio I'd turn it up really loud. Its quite the head banging song lol.
Oh, and I've forgotten to tell the best news I've heard.................
GREEN DAY IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM IN '09!!!!
I'm so excited, I can't wait!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
I'm baaaack
So, the stupid internet has been out for two weeks so I haven't been able to post.
Wondering what has happened? Nothing really. Life is boring.
The postal service can't do its job worth a #$%@.
I can rely on nobody.
Its cold.
I'm cold.
I'm tired.
and possibly hungry but not really.
I fought the law and I won.
I hate politics.
Algebra is making me crazy.
I have a 5 page research report due.
Sources are hard to come by.
My iPod is broken.
I'm bored.
Crime and Punishment is an awesome book.
My room needs cleaned again.
I need a hair cut.
I'm in love with My Chemical Romance.
And Green Day.
I love purple nail polish.
And apple pie.
And coconut cream pie.
My birthday is in two months.
I have a life, but feel I still need one.
I'm patiently waiting for Fall Out Boy's tour schedule.
My mind is blank.
I hate teachers.
Wishing I had gone to a Panic at the Disco concert.
I need a job.
I hate Christmas(not the religious aspect, just the other)
And holidays in general.
I sort of hate people in general sometimes.
I'd say something about the election but maybe tommorrow.
Wondering what has happened? Nothing really. Life is boring.
The postal service can't do its job worth a #$%@.
I can rely on nobody.
Its cold.
I'm cold.
I'm tired.
and possibly hungry but not really.
I fought the law and I won.
I hate politics.
Algebra is making me crazy.
I have a 5 page research report due.
Sources are hard to come by.
My iPod is broken.
I'm bored.
Crime and Punishment is an awesome book.
My room needs cleaned again.
I need a hair cut.
I'm in love with My Chemical Romance.
And Green Day.
I love purple nail polish.
And apple pie.
And coconut cream pie.
My birthday is in two months.
I have a life, but feel I still need one.
I'm patiently waiting for Fall Out Boy's tour schedule.
My mind is blank.
I hate teachers.
Wishing I had gone to a Panic at the Disco concert.
I need a job.
I hate Christmas(not the religious aspect, just the other)
And holidays in general.
I sort of hate people in general sometimes.
I'd say something about the election but maybe tommorrow.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Ok, I’m really getting tired of hearing about the elections. That’s all you hear about, aren’t there more important things for the news to be reporting rather than what the candidates are saying and doing? The elections are depressing enough as it is, haven't the candidates said all there is to be said? I mean lately they seem to be playing a bunch of broken records.
What I really want to know is, do the people voting really truly realize the impact that the next president has? I’m not talking about this election in general, but people don’t seem to realize that every single(or almost all) persons who has been elected president has made some sort of impact or change which can more than likely still be seen in today’s society.
What a lot of people really don’t realize is with the next president they elect, those people only have 10-40 years to deal with and live with the policies and problems that the next president is going to implement and make. What is unfortunate is that its my generation, those who are just under age to vote and also the younger generation or voters, have another 60-70 years to deal with and try to fix the problems which our next leader may make. In this country, we are still dealing with the social security system that was first implemented by FDR in 1935 which over the years has totally been screwed up and corrupted that it can barely operate properly or do what is supposed to do. What about welfare? A system started almost 60 years ago that over time has become so corrupted and misused that those who really need welfare can hardly get it.
No matter who is elected, that person will institute policies and laws that will last many years. Shouldn’t we make sure that that person will put forth and implement policies and laws which will have a positive impact on this country for years to come and help to stop and prevent the corruption that ravages our government?
And by the way, I’m not implying above that minors should be allowed to vote, I think that would be the worst thing to do. Most minors have to radical thinking and may be easily charmed by a candidate into thinking that irrational policies are what this country needs.
So when you go to vote November remember that depending upon you age, you won’t have to deal with what this president is going to do as long as your children or grandchildren will.
Ok, stepping off the soap box now.
PS, for those wondering, McCain Palin '08 all the way!!!
What I really want to know is, do the people voting really truly realize the impact that the next president has? I’m not talking about this election in general, but people don’t seem to realize that every single(or almost all) persons who has been elected president has made some sort of impact or change which can more than likely still be seen in today’s society.
What a lot of people really don’t realize is with the next president they elect, those people only have 10-40 years to deal with and live with the policies and problems that the next president is going to implement and make. What is unfortunate is that its my generation, those who are just under age to vote and also the younger generation or voters, have another 60-70 years to deal with and try to fix the problems which our next leader may make. In this country, we are still dealing with the social security system that was first implemented by FDR in 1935 which over the years has totally been screwed up and corrupted that it can barely operate properly or do what is supposed to do. What about welfare? A system started almost 60 years ago that over time has become so corrupted and misused that those who really need welfare can hardly get it.
No matter who is elected, that person will institute policies and laws that will last many years. Shouldn’t we make sure that that person will put forth and implement policies and laws which will have a positive impact on this country for years to come and help to stop and prevent the corruption that ravages our government?
And by the way, I’m not implying above that minors should be allowed to vote, I think that would be the worst thing to do. Most minors have to radical thinking and may be easily charmed by a candidate into thinking that irrational policies are what this country needs.
So when you go to vote November remember that depending upon you age, you won’t have to deal with what this president is going to do as long as your children or grandchildren will.
Ok, stepping off the soap box now.
PS, for those wondering, McCain Palin '08 all the way!!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
What a week
Don't worry, I'm not abandoning this blog like I did the last one! I've been very busy this week, I'm sure my two readers will understand =)
So, lets see I think it was Wednesday I went grocery shopping with my mother, it was very rainy and cold that day. When we got home I had to help my dad put new houses in the buck and kid pens, that was fun. We had to let all the kids out to run around the yard while we got the hold houses out, and I got to stand in the buck pen holding a fence that wasn't tied. I stood there holding it in the cold rain while the bucks took turns peeing on me. Good times =D
Cleaned out the barn yesterday, I really don't think there is an easy way to clean out the barn. Ugh, my back hurts like the dickens today.
I found out that FOB isn't coming out with their new CD until December, what a drag, I was looking forward to it =(
Hmm, just realized my whole post here is about complaining so I'm stopping now =D
So, lets see I think it was Wednesday I went grocery shopping with my mother, it was very rainy and cold that day. When we got home I had to help my dad put new houses in the buck and kid pens, that was fun. We had to let all the kids out to run around the yard while we got the hold houses out, and I got to stand in the buck pen holding a fence that wasn't tied. I stood there holding it in the cold rain while the bucks took turns peeing on me. Good times =D
Cleaned out the barn yesterday, I really don't think there is an easy way to clean out the barn. Ugh, my back hurts like the dickens today.
I found out that FOB isn't coming out with their new CD until December, what a drag, I was looking forward to it =(
Hmm, just realized my whole post here is about complaining so I'm stopping now =D
Monday, October 13, 2008
Waiting patiently for November………
For Folie a Deux!! What did you think I was waiting for the elections? I love Fall Out Boy, they are such an awesome band. FOB=Happiness I wish they played them on the radio more often, they really need to stop play NeYo, I’m getting really tired of Closer.
And I just want to get away
Cuz I have to listen to this crap everyday
I just want it to stop, I just want it to stooooooooopppppppppp...........
I should really just take the radio station over, I mean they only play sucky music anyway. The world would be much happier if I ran the radio stations. Or maybe its just me that will be happy, I don’t care, I’ll be happy =D They need to play Panic at the Disco more often too. Who the heck likes rap and hip-hop anyway?
Now if Green Day would only come out with another album I think I would just die of happiness.
And I just want to get away
Cuz I have to listen to this crap everyday
I just want it to stop, I just want it to stooooooooopppppppppp...........
I should really just take the radio station over, I mean they only play sucky music anyway. The world would be much happier if I ran the radio stations. Or maybe its just me that will be happy, I don’t care, I’ll be happy =D They need to play Panic at the Disco more often too. Who the heck likes rap and hip-hop anyway?
Now if Green Day would only come out with another album I think I would just die of happiness.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Sunday Afternoons
I love Sunday afternoons, so long and lazy, almost dreamy. After doing whatever project I sit around with my dad and brother talking about random unimportant topics, we call each other racist and demeaning names, while we throw things at each other. When I’m not looking David puts a handful of gravel in my shoe and I throw and handful in his face. Yes, he’s a moron. I sit there throwing small rocks at my dad’s boot. We are a very mature group……
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Saturday
Just another normal regular Saturday, never anything new said or done. I clean up manure piles in the morning, do whatever for my mom, then clean the house.
I guess I actually find house cleaning fun (*gasp* A teenager that likes to clean house?!) I get to listen to music that my parents don't like out loud, assort things my way, dance with the broom, lol. Jesus of Suburbia comes on, I start singing it and doing some ballet type dance while dusting, then mom rolls her eyes and walks out of the room, hehehe.....
I guess I actually find house cleaning fun (*gasp* A teenager that likes to clean house?!) I get to listen to music that my parents don't like out loud, assort things my way, dance with the broom, lol. Jesus of Suburbia comes on, I start singing it and doing some ballet type dance while dusting, then mom rolls her eyes and walks out of the room, hehehe.....
Friday, October 10, 2008
Sooooooo.........
So I signed up for this blog, what a week ago I think. I’ve procrastinated making a blog for like three months now and now I guess I’ll be procrastinating with posting too. Well I guess this is the ‘intro’ post, never really understood intros on blogs, I mean I’m just going to say the same thing here that’s already posted in the about me section, so whats the point? Oh fine I’ll be nice and say hello………….
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